Please hear me!

Lord I want answers now. I miss my old life so bad. I have been living in limbo for 4 months. Please here my cries and prayers! I miss the worshiping of my wife, the home cooked meals, the family get-togethers and so on and so on, the list is eternal. If this is not God's will, which from his word says that it is absolutely not, especially after hearing Barry's message Sunday, then why does it keep going on. I need help and answers in a bad way. Lord can you hear me, I need you.

Lord also please talk to Miranda's heart and spirit. We are one flesh and my flesh is hurting really bad. Lord please be the glue and bridge between us that we need. Please send each one of us a sure sign this week that you are in control and that you are speaking to us. Miranda says that she has never heard you speak audibly to her, please do that this week Lord, I beg of you.

Lord you said: 1 John 5:14-15

14And this is the confidence (the assurance, the privilege of boldness) which we have in Him: [we are sure] that if we ask anything (make any request) according to His will (in agreement with His own plan), He listens to and hears us. 15And if (since) we [positively] know that He listens to us in whatever we ask, we also know [with settled and absolute knowledge] that we have [granted us as our present possessions] the requests made of Him.

Lord I know that my requests are according to your will (because my requests are directly from your word). Please hear them and work according to them. Lord I also know that your timing is not ours, but please work fast ;).

A Must See!

I went and saw the movie Fireproof this week and it is definitely a must see for anyone. It was very inspirational and encouraging no matter what marital status you are in. It will prepare you for future relationships, change your current one or just good you some good food for thought. I just have to say that I will "never leave my partner behind".

http://www.fireproofthemovie.com/

Only 2 weeks this time!

2 weeks is better than 2 months, right. Well it is October all ready and the weather is changing along with the leaves on the trees. Life is still as rough as can be, but my children and my faith keep me going daily. I haven't been home for almost 4 months now and my parent’s hide-a-bed is over 20 years old, but at least I have a place to lay my head down. I really miss my house and everything in it. I just want to go home so bad. I miss taking walks in my neighborhood, mowing my lawn and spending time dinking around in my garage. It is funny the little things you miss and appreciate when you don’t have them or lose them and the big things you thought you couldn't live without or didn’t want to live with out, you could give up in a second. Every day when I would come home from work Ally would greet me and say "daddies home, daddies home" she would then have to go find the rest of the family to make sure they knew I was home. I would give anything for that again. I have to go; this is too hard right now. I will write more later. God I need you!